Art is Love

Say did you ever thought for what human body is? Did you ever thought our body is only a vessel or a shell for the souls? I do. Otherwise I wont write it. I think you wonder, why I think about such things. The one reason is that my school diplom theme is "vessel or shell", whenever you say it. The other thing is that my own privat Illustration Project is "Death Series". I go now to the main theme. For me is the body only a vessel for the souls. Because when we die, is only the body which wont work anymore, but the soul will exist forever. The soul can wander around without body, but it can't touch things like human body can. Beside Souls can always get a new vessel, like born in animal or rebirth in human again. None vessel or shell can live long and is easly to break. Human body can also break in many way. Since Human body is only a vessel for soul and yet you can feel, see and hear your existen. But that only for human lifespann. If you ever rebirth, then yo...

I feel sick again... not physical, it's more the soul side -___-;; lately I have this feeling of pain of my soul often... and I don't know from what and that's irritate me more! But I can't/shouldn't break down now, coz I have many thing to do now... searching internship for summer to mai 2011, drawing comic for Sport Organation Wizards monthly, Schoolproject Illustration and finish painting from school subject -___-;;; I have to stand own my feed and carring around the paines with me. I hope, I will recover soon °___°;; btw I don't need your pityness... I only wrote this, because I wanted I also don't want get treat as "special person".... it's make me always sick, too. No need worry about me....  Really! My will is strong enough to survive and recover. only one thing I never recoverd from my broken soul... and it will never heal, because it's long time ago left in the past.