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an old wound can't easly heal

Hello boys~  and girls~ <3,
I'm gonna tell you a little story....

The story is about a girl, who was loud and clear talker befor the doctor made a medical mistake.
I know you would ask: " a medical mistake?"
That girl was around 3 years old, when she had a health problem or better to say intestine problem, so that she need an emergency operation. The operation went allright and the doctor let her 2 weeks artificial coma. 2 weeks later, when she woke up, she couldn't move her body any more and also she couldn't talk, either. But she tryed to say something and it came only a murble. Her mother heard, that she tryed say something, but she couldn't understand her, so she asked her: "What did you say?" At this moment, the little girl noticed, that something wrong with her and thince then, she didn't talk anymore, coz of shock and lost her self-confident. Doctor said, they didn't find the reason, thoud it was easy to find the reason, that the girl couldn't properly talk and walk. The reason was, that she lost her muscle during 2 weeks sleep.
Her mother act always if she did understand her daugther, when she said something. So she could get bit back self-confident to talk again. But you couldn't ever ask her "What did you say", if you didn't understand her, otherwise she stopp talk for awhile. 
That girl went also in the therapie and helped her, but in her mind is the diffrent way.
Even now, if she is older, she avoid the therapie, if someone try to give her adivice, to go again to the languege therapie. Coz the old wound in her mind start crack again and react emotional. 
So that girl startet to hide her problem and show only a fake smile.

the End

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