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correcting about LBM

As you read my titel, I gonna correct what I said about LBM. That I didn't had fun or something like that. The most reason, that I couldn't enjoy was my Girlfriend and her sister attitude. They draged me to crowed booth places, where you couldn't allmost reach and I accept it. But when I wanted go to the Doujinshi-Market, there was also crowed and narrow. They complained, that they don't want go, I only thought "WTF?!". After lunch I wrote sms to my friend Lu, where she is in LBM places and we went there. At that moment was Cosplay show and I knew that Lu wanted watch the show, so I wanted wait, until the show finished. While the show was going, my friends asked me, when she will show up and I said them, that she want to see finish the show. They gave me unpleasend replay and they also said to me, that they want go to other booth, while I was waiting for my other friend. I told them, that they can go alone, but they reject it, coz they are afraid, that they wont find me again. Serously, they don't gave me any space. They ingnored allmost my own wish and please. But when I reject their wishes, then they will moping. So I started feel annyoned and irritated. Later I got sms from other friend, who wanted come to LBM. The other friend wrote me, that she come late as she planed, coz she had bit problem with her cosplay costume. Then I wrote to her back, that I will wait. After that I told to my two friends and they asked me, why she is coming so late. I replayed, that she had problem with her cosplay costume. They looked like, they didn't understand what I meaned. Ofcouse my other friend didn't wrote directly that she had problem about cosplay costume, but I knew it somehow. Coz I played theather in Elementry school and performanced ballet, when I was child. That why I know, how much time you need finish make up, putting wig on it and if something happend to the costume, then have to fixed up as possible. My Cosplay was simple, so I didn't took much time. We waited for my friend in big center glasshall and while waiting they asked me, if we can go home. I  told them, can we atleast wait until I meet my friend and they replay were, when she will come. Wao, what a unpatitent and selfish child. When I found my friend and I intruduce to my two friends. My Girlfriend sister greeted back and my Girlfriend didn't even greet back. ( I didn't nothiced at the beginn really, until my friend told me at work) My friend offically wanted ask me and to my two friends, if they want walk through the hall bit, but she didn't, coz my Girlfriend gave her groomy and scary impression. So my friend left after that. I stayed for a while at the same place with my two friends and watched cosplayer. I like to watch people, it's allmost like a hobby for me. No, I'm not a Stalker. Unfornetly I didn't take photo of cosplayer, coz I'm to shy, beside I was to bad mood and had not motivation to photographe them than watching them. For a while later they asked me again, if we could go home, befor the LBM closed and the tram is packed with people. Ofcourse I didn't want go home yet, but they annyoned me until I gave up. So we went home, but the tram was still packed with peoples and yet they complained around. I only thought, can't they shut their mouth at once for a while.

When I'm annyoned, then I don't talk or say much. It's like a time bomb, if you cut the wrong line, then it explode. So my mood is same. Especialy when I'm bad mood.
Mostly first when I'm annyoned, then I dunno the reason really. Allways after when I think about the reason.

PS: I like the atmospheir in the center glasshall... I dunno the reason, but I like it and I want go it again :)

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  1. Oh man, hätt ich gewusst, dass du son stress hattest. :/
    Es ist echt schade, dass es so gelaufen ist v_v"" Ich hoffe das ist nächstes Mal besser. :<""
    Dein Cosplay war aber trotzdem cool!! D:

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  2. @Lu: Ach, dass es jetzt gegessen und hoffe auch, dass nächste Mal besser ist.
    Danke, dass du mein Cosplay toll findest. Dein war cool :D

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