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Unsocial person?

Hello hello~ <3
It's been allmost a week of my last post, ne?  (^_^)
I more a less recoverd from my strange sickness. At least I don't have anymore fiever, but feels still at evening really tiered and no power. Thought I want still work after school, when I got home. But unfornetly I have at the moment no power to do. Orz

This evening I cutted my hair. While I cut my hair there was a creepy ant, who was creeping around. I really hate bungs. (>_<)

Now I will go to the main point of this post.
Long time ago I always wonder, where I got the habit to stick in my room or house and never go out. Now I found out and it comes from my mother side, since she also like to stick around in house than go outside exept for horses. Anyway I'm from beginn not really social person, since I have always troble to make a new friend and I'm really shy. It's not like I don't hang around with friend or something. I do it somethimes, but it's mostly rare. Aside I also dislike crowed place, because I need personl space. I often get irritate when someone get to close for my personal space. Somethimes I have to bare it, esspecial in train. With good friend I don't really have problem with personal space, but somethimes too.
My mother once told, when I was child and when she shouted at me, I always cover my ears. Because disliking for loundess and I still have it. My ears are really sensitve, since I often hear thing, which other don't hear it or I hear somethimes smallest sound. Which also mean, that's also reason for disliking crowed place, because I hear many sound at the same time and it get me irritate or I get tierd.


I guess that all I wanted say about the main point of this post.
Btw did I ever mentiot, that I have tumblr account? I guess no yet, but now you know it. I post and reblog there about art, photographie, quote collection. Some is also my art work in it. Follow me if you want. Here is the link: http://passion-of-art.tumblr.com/

So see ya next time.
Ciao~ !  (^_^) /シ

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