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Nationality, Driving and Art

Ciao~
it's been a while, not really~  ( ´ ▽ ` )ノ 
It's not I was really busy...only I had nothing really to write about, nor had a idea. 

Anyway, first of all I lost my japanese nationality, which it means I'm only swiss now. Thought I willing to unregistred from japanese nationality with my mother. Reason is I needed to tell anyway to japanese embassy if I want be swiss or japanese, since Japan don't accept double nationality. Aside I don't know when I'm able go Japan again, due the radioactiv etc. and the other reason is that maybe someday, if bad luck, I have pay tax to japanese gouverment, thought I don't and never lived in Japan.
I'm not sad at all and I don't regret, that I don't have japanese nationality anymore. But at end I'm still half japanese from blood side and that counts... (〜 ̄▽ ̄)

The second theme is that I finally did my second driving course. No, it's not for getting driving licence. Because I have a driving licence, it's only a law in switzerland, when you get passed at driving test, then you have 3 year driving licence and during 3 years you have do two driving course. Otherwise you wont get the unlimited driving licence and also during 3 years you shouldn't have any accident, nor get taken away driving licence twice or anykind driving law breaking, otherwise you can restart it. First driving course is safty driving and second driving course is testing your driving if the other people feel confortable with your driving skill or not and learnig eco-driving. I got bad score for my driving skill, but the most reason was I had to drive another car that my own and I wasn't used to drive with it. At first I couldn't find the accel on that car...fail~. (〃 ̄ω ̄〃ゞ
Anyway on the eco-driving I drove much better than first time. The driving teacher was really nice and the lesson was fun, too. Thought I had really bad headage all day long.  


Okay~, the third theme is Art~ 
I'm currently busy with writing story for a comic, so I don't really draw much except charakter sheet. The comic is a rewriting/redraw of my diploma work:  Teufelkreis
 But it's not the main of it. The main is that I start use Paint Tool SAI again...since it's been a while I was confused with the programm, since I got more confortable with photoshop CS3. So here is one example that I drawed or more color it. sketching, inking, basecolor, edting, background, mist, text I used on photoshop.


"Mist can create Illusion. 
Illusion can create nightmare. 
Nightmare is one of the hell that you can't escape. 
Especially not from my nightmare illusion that I create. 
Not until I destroyed your mind and soul in pieces. 
Frankenstein" 


Here is the Charakter sheet of "Frankenstein von Friedrich". It's random charakter and It's not for the comic that writing on it. 

Rosa means rose and it's italian 



 Here is my workdesk and it always looks so messy and I was taking break from writing and drawed a charakter sheet for my comic. I took this photo on 19th february.


since I'm stuck with the story maybe you can help me to anwser those question, which it's has connection with the story. You can answer it on comment.

1. Did you ever though of wish to look diffent than your current look?

2. If yes, what's the reason?

3. If no, also what's the reason?


See ya next time and thanks if you anwser
Bye bye (^∇^)

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