Art Complex crisis...

I'm completly down, because of my Art complex crisis... That's mean, that I don't like my style ect. and I want throw all my arts. (but I wont). I thought I found finaly my own style, that I liked but it took only for 2 to 3 month befor the complex come back. D: Yes, it's not the first time... Orz I also completly stuck at the same point at my art and it's frustrating me. >A< Few of my art you can see bit of not satisfited art and lack of motivation. D: I feel somethimes no good at anything qAq

Don't worry, I will contenui practicing in art and become better...

Sorry for my selfish complaining...had to let my frustration D:

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Afraid of myself

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drawing with mouse/pad of notebook on photoshop xD

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