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Two sketchbook -top is diplom sketchbook and bottom is privat sketchbook



death series artwork


I went on Saturday with Tee to Bösner (it's a big art shop). I bought two sketchbook, a small notebook, a map and two brush pen. One sketchbook is for diplom work at school and the other one is for my privat artwork, mostly I will fill with death series.
The Diplom work theme is "Vessel" and the theme is really open. :D

The other thing I wanted write is, that currently addict to listen to songs from Gackt. Ah~... somehow I don't have really intrest to listen to other songs from other singer xD:
Mostly I liste to a song, who has good voice and good lyric~ <3 That why it's hard to find nowdays a really good song and singer with nice voice. (recently big Gackt-Fan x3)

That all what I wanted write :,D 
See ya next time~ <3




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  1. du rauchsch? gar ned gwüsst *.*

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  2. @Yoshi: Jep. Ich habe am Anfang April angefangen zu rauchen, wegen stress.

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