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„Did you ever thought how it would feel to kill you beloved person with your own hand?“


The sky was nice blue sky and sunny. It's allmost peacefull, but it is really peacefull as we think? Then in one of those house on this peacefull street is pretty mess and bloody. If you get closer to view, you will see three courps, two adults and a child. In the middle of this mess and between those courpes you can see a person about age of 16 stand with a kitchin knife in his hand. This person make a phone call, but we don't know to who, because that person say only, who picked the phone: „Say, did you ever thought how it would feel to kill you beloved person with your own hand?“



"Habt ihr jemals gedacht, wie es sich anfühlt einen geliebte Person mit deiner eigener Hand umzubringen?"

Der Himmer war sonnig und in wunder schöne blau umhüllt. Es ist sehr friedlich, aber ist es wirklich friedlich wie ihr es denkt? Denn in einer dieser Haus bei der friedliche Strassen ist komplett verwüsted und blutbad. Wenn ihr ganz genau hinschaut, seht ihr 3 Leichen. Zwei Erwachsenen und ein Kind. In der Mitte der Chaos und zwischen der Leiche steht ein Person im alter von 16 mit einer Küchenmesser in seiner Hand. Dieser Person macht gerade eine anruf, aber wir wissen nicht an wem. Weil als jemand den Anruf an nimmt, sagt dieser nur: "Sag, habt ihr jemals gedacht, wie es sich anfühlt einen geliebte Person mit deiner eigener Hand umzubringen?" 




 

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