Art is Love

Befor this year 2010 ends I want say to all people, who support my art, my life, cheered me up ect. Thank you very much and I will look forward for 2011!! :) Happy new Year!

It's been a while, that I blogged something about my lifetime 8D I was and is still busy... |||Orz Last week I was running around like idiot after work to go to Car garage, because I had still my summer tire on it and my winter tire is in switzerland. Beside I didn't know, that my parents pay for me the winter tire again...so I changed really late, coz last week started to snow D: Once when I wanted drive to garage I got lost, so I tried next day and I found it. xD last thursday evening I could finally change the tire, yay :D... but I on friday I had to go there again, coz I forgot my carlicence at garage Orz. Seriously I wasted my gas for my stupidness D: Lately I think, I'm wasting my time more at work than home D:... I dunno really why, but I'm more desperated to work on my own arts than working at work. Somehow I endet up work more on graphic side than illustration at work. I'm may color at work somethimes, when the outline is done from Illustraition boss ...

It's been a while that I blogged something here... Recently I'm listen to 2NE1. I hardly listen to Kpop, but they are to awesome girl group. I also like their performance style in ther video clip <3 I'm gonna now post 4 my fav video clip... Have fun to listen :3  

I'm completly down, because of my Art complex crisis... That's mean, that I don't like my style ect. and I want throw all my arts. (but I wont). I thought I found finaly my own style, that I liked but it took only for 2 to 3 month befor the complex come back. D: Yes, it's not the first time... Orz I also completly stuck at the same point at my art and it's frustrating me. >A< Few of my art you can see bit of not satisfited art and lack of motivation. D: I feel somethimes no good at anything qAq Don't worry, I will contenui practicing in art and become better... Sorry for my selfish complaining...had to let my frustration D:

Last week my Grandparent from Japan came first to switzerland to visit my parents and visit me in Leipzig (Germany). My Grandparents stayed allmost a week in Leipzig in a hotel and durig the week I meet them after work  and eat dinner with them. It was long time, that I eat so much food... I felt always so full after eating dinner. xD Byside first thing what my Grandmother complained to me, when we meet was, "Can't you wear more girlyer? You look allmost like a boy!" LoL, duh... I have my reason and also didn't tell the real reason. Because I promised with my mother, that I don't tell them, that I'm lesbian. I asked about how doing my cousins in Japan. my 17 years old cousin will gratulate his high school next year in spring and his younger sister, who is about 15 will also gratulate her junior high, but don't attend high school. Because she skipped allmost all junior high school year and never learned basic school teaching. The reason of skipping is s...