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Mix from frieday, today and some random information LoL

I wanted write/tell that now official, that I got 9 month at Leipzig (germany). I already knew that I got my internship as illustraiter on the middle of april. Befor that I was still unsure, if I can work there for 9 month until I got my workcontract. Because I missunderstand, that the company wrote about internship on the homepage. More embressing things is my mother understand better german than me. Orz
Even I speak/read/write german since I was child and yet still bad about grammatik and understunding. Anyway let beside that thing.

On Frieday I showed my sketch of my doujinshi Gio x Tsuna to a schoolfriend. He's always funny and even if my doujinshi is shounen-ai, he always watch my art. I guess, he really like my art and he also don't really mind to read my shounen-ai doujinshi (?) LoL

Today was all day culturseminar and tomorrow is again. Orz
I will allmost fall a sleep while listen to teachers talking all day. It's really complex to explain, what culturseminar is. This afternoon while teacher was talking about "middle ages" my phone started to vibrate and I allmost jump, because I get hardly messages. I checked, who send me a message and it was my mother. I thought "WFT?!" But when I read the message, that I should buy sushi befor I go home. The funny thing is, she knows, that I understang english well and yet she wrote to me japanese with latein-alphabet and I wrote same way back. LoL

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