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None human are really sane

Recently many people posted/spaming on facebook picture of dead or heavy injured animals and humans. I dunno where it really comes from it. But one I can say it's annyoning. It's not like I can't watch it or something like that. But I really don't need such stuff full of it on headline.

Once my friend showed my such kind of photo in black and white. I looked those picture completly neutral and emotionless. It's not that I'm completly heartless about those picture. Of course I feel somethimes disgusting in my mind, but I don't show on my face. When my friend noticed, that I don't show anykind of disgust, like normal innocent and naiv girls would react. She was kind bit shocked or better say unexpted. Many people mistake me as such person, who can't look disgust things ect.
Don't juge people from cover! I look from outside naiv and innocent girl, but my soul is tained in many way. Aside my mother rised me that way and since I was child, I was different in many way from other kid.

I also get thrown some comment from people like "freak", "strange kid" or "I dunno what in your brain goes". My anwser to those comment is mostly "I know" and I wont denied it. Because many of my art consire about death theme. I only can warn, that coming up art is "disgusting, pervet in some way and scary"


the skull looks so pervet... (-_-;)

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  1. i really like this drawing. i'm not sure but i think your drawing style is changing a bit? :)

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